Sorry for being inactive this few days. Ya! I'm feeling quite down this few days. I feel like there are two worlds between me. But it's like two chains dragging me from the opposite sides. It's painful. I can't decide, I can't even believe to myself. If I follow the way of believing to myself (whatever that means) I would find a reactive self trying to debunk the elements that made me believe at first. But this doesn't let me at ease. Sometimes you just have to believe and follow in order to move in life. BUT I DON'T WANT TO. And yet I do..
I'm contradiction of myself.
..but then I say that I am between two worlds. And that this is the only way to understand. I guess I just accept the fact.
I wish I can just vanish from Earth. Start a new somewhere.
Thanks for your concern. I will be alright.
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