Final Exam - My Nightmare

Final exam is over at last! as well as my nightmare. XD Yesterday, finally i have done all the papers. Hopefully I pass all my paper and graduates like everyone wish for. Well, this two weeks are really suffering. I can still feel the dizziness that I gain from these papers. I woke up early morning everyday continuous for 2 weeks and headed to college's library for revision with friends. Sometimes we even took 3 meals at Rock Cafe which is near to our college. Many funny things happened during our preparation for final.
Malacca, I'm coming! Will be upload more photos soon. Stay tune! =)

Appreciate what you have now, love the one who love you

Happy 19th Birthday Joanne

Happy Birthday Joanne! I wish you have a sunny coming day, many smiles, reliable friends surrounding you, feel family warmth and always be the way you are. May life's brightest joys illuminate your path, and may each day's journey bring you closer to your dreams! 19th years old already, don't always think about negative part, try to think more about positive k. Hope you really enjoy your birthday. Always think positive. Squash all negative thoughts. Happy 19th birthday! =)

Friendship & Love

What is friendship and love?
"Love is when the needs and cares of the one I love become more important or at least as important as my own needs and cares".
Dealing with friendships is a complicated and emotional process, and it's easy to become entangled in relationships that may not be the best for our health. Almost everyone will deal with a negative friendship in their lifetime, which can be extremely difficult to navigate around and away from. Many friends disguise their unsupportive or negative comments as "jokes," and their insulting words as "sarcasm." Think about if you have a friend who makes you feel worse or stressed after contact, and understand that this is an unhealthy reaction to time together. If a relationship with a particular friend leaves you feeling like they may be talking behind your back, speaking unfavorably about you to others, or leaving you with a general sense of uneasiness... Address the problem right away. Figure out what kind of friend you're dealing with, in order to understand how to best handle the situation. In the end, dealing with negative people can only bring negative experiences and feelings to your life. Try to remember that as we get older, our friendships typically narrow to a small, special few (who we can truly cherish throughout life). So remember that when closing a door on a toxic friend. You just may opening the way for a mature, healthy new friendship.

“Toxic friends stress you out, use you, are unreliable, are overly demanding, and don’t give anything back,”

* Have you ever been in a toxic friendship? How did you handle it?

Emo Post

Sorry for being inactive this few days. Ya! I'm feeling quite down this few days. I feel like there are two worlds between me. But it's like two chains dragging me from the opposite sides. It's painful. I can't decide, I can't even believe to myself. If I follow the way of believing to myself (whatever that means) I would find a reactive self trying to debunk the elements that made me believe at first. But this doesn't let me at ease. Sometimes you just have to believe and follow in order to move in life. BUT I DON'T WANT TO. And yet I do..

I'm contradiction of myself.

..but then I say that I am between two worlds. And that this is the only way to understand. I guess I just accept the fact.

I wish I can just vanish from Earth. Start a new somewhere.

Thanks for your concern. I will be alright.

Simple Life

Many stressed out folks are looking for a different way to live. Some try to jump right in and change everything at once, some take their time and add a few simple steps to their daily walk and find themselves ready to take on another aspect of the road less travelled. But as long as you are trying to keep up with someone elses style of life, without having your own journey to simplicity, the walk to simplicity will never be yours, it will never be the right fit. It will not work right. We are all made differently, we don't have the same needs, desires, talents, and journey through life. Naturally there are some tried and true aspects of simple living that work for most people. It keeps you from buying things you think you need in order to live the simple life. Its about finding your own place of being real. Its about living with what you need and not all the stuff you think you want or having the things that make you feel good for a moment in your personal history. Its about learning to find joy in nature, in the breaths you take, in the smile of a passerby. It's about not having to have more than you need.
People, relationships and connections to others is what life is about and in knowing that, we want to pursue a lifestyle that allows us to care and nurture those relationships. Its a higher calling shall we say, than chasing after the material world. Simple living is about conviction. It's not just something to shoot for and hope it makes you feel better. Its about knowing yourself and knowing what will really matter in the end. Its about having time, free from demands that lead you no where. When you finally find who you are, whats real then you make changes that will stick with you. No need to keep changing how you do things. The heart and the soul will be your guide as you walk towards a simple life.

Life is simple, just that we make it complicated.

Final Exam Is Coming!

This is my worst nightmare. Final exam… It is getting nearer day by day. *Sigh*. I really need to put much effort in this. I’ve completely done nothing to my studies within this week. Every time I have an hour to read or just doing the simple calculation it will end up on browsing every website that I never wanted to go before, checking inbox in my email even I know that I already setup the mail alert for each new mail coming, even open my own friendster and facebook profile that I change every time log on to that social networking site. Taking so many papers per semester is not fun at all.

Belated Birthday Present

Can't believe that i still received birthday present today although my birthday already past few days ago. Thanks a lot! =)
Tomorrow onwards will be EDC & EFC classes. Study hard everyone!
Stay tune!